Day 25 - The hangover

I don't know how many cigarettes I smoked last night. My throat feels like it is full of wire wool and my lungs are burning. That isn't the worst bit though. I feel I've let myself down after doing so well. I think that after all the party preparation, I just wanted to let my hair down and enjoy myself. I could've done that without smoking - or maybe not smoking so much, but I just let the old hard drinking, hard smoking habit come right back. :-(